"لم أكُن لأحبكِ.
لكنكِ أيقظتِ ماكان في صدري
منذ سنينَ في سُبات.
ما كُنتِ لأريدكِ.
لكنكِ أنرتِ في روحي ماكان مظلماً،
وأحييتِ ماكان ميتاً
وأخذتِ بيدي إلى كل طريقٍ أضعته.
لم أكُن لأحبكِ بهذا القدر..
لكنكِ بنيتِ لي بيتاً في صدرك،
حيث أنني لم أعد أجوب شوارع العزلة
بعد أن عرفتكِ أو اشتهيها.
لم أكُن لأحبكِ.
لكنكِ أنتِ من أحببتني فيكِ."
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This is the best blog I've ever seen on tumblr , please keep on writing

I’m flattered, thank you.

"I want to lay down, I don’t want to sleep, I want to rest. Have you ever got the feeling that you’re so tired that you just need to stop, you don’t care if it’ll ruin your day, or your life, you just want to stop. You know when you have that feeling it doesn’t always mean that you’re so heavy that you can’t keep going, sometimes it means that you’re just empty. Empty as fuck."
"Wake me up at 4am,
I want to be the one who saves you.
knock on my door anytime,
I want to be the one who always let you in.
Show me where it hurts,
I want to be the one who touch the wounds
and make them gone.
I want to be the one,
I want to be the one,
I want to be the one,
I want to be the only one."
"I’ve given up on my emotions long time ago, all I do now is work on my mind. I want to be intelligence, I want to be so smart that there’s no more room for anything else. If I feel empty, I don’t search for something to fill myself with in humans, I read. If I get scared, I don’t look for a hand, I talk to God. I am aware of my emotions, I respect them, but I’ve grown to ignore them, I choose not to be drowned in tears, I choose not to end up knocking on someones door who may and may not let me in. I know that love is a good thing, but love ends, people leave, but not intelligence, not great mind saturated with knowledge. I will be happy with it, and I’ll be proud."
"It’s not about time, it’s about acceptance. If you don’t accept it, time won’t help."
(Things I tell myself)
"You had me, all of me. And you decided that I wasn’t enough, that you needed more, so you left. And I want you to know that one day, I will be. I will work for it. I will sweat and I’ll bleed. I’ll be more than enough, I’ll be more than you need. And you’ll wish for me, but you won’t have me."
I’ll never be yours again. Don’t ever ask for me. (via lieandsneak)
lieandsneak:

You don’t cross my mind. You live in it.

lieandsneak:

You don’t cross my mind. You live in it.

"Please tell her, that when the sun goes down I think of her. Please tell her, that I will never forget the sound of her voice calling my name. And please, let her know that she lives in my heart and that everywhere I go, I always see her face."
"I want to be able to look at you years from now and not forget the way I feel about you now."